To my Mother, Pam

I would like to wish a Happy Mothers day to my Mother whom I love and would also like to in her memory, let her know how grateful I am that she was such a good example to me and to many others. I feel so blessed to have such wonderful women in my life! Thanks mom for all you have done for the family and the love we continue to feel in your absense on this earth, I look forward to seeing you again.

Mothers Day~

Patty is truely like a mother to me in ways, I would like to dedicate this post to her. When I think of Patty this is what comes to my mind and I'm sure others concur...

~Loving
~Kind
~Patient
~Spiritual
~VERY sympathetic
~Unselfish
~Beauty inside and out
~Good listener (I’m surprised she still has an ear after all the times I have gone, ~on and on and on.)
~Good Friend
~Outgoing
~Warm hearted
~Appreciative
~Humbleness
~Honest
~Trustworthy
~Softhearted
~Mature
~Nurturing


Patty I love you so much if I had a flower for each time you have touched my heart or have been there for me I would have a garden that I could walk through forever. May you always know of the love I have for you ~ love Sunshine

Colorado/Idaho

Ok I am like way late posting easter but at least I am doing it..Yay me! I didn't get very many pictures but I had a great easter with my sister and her family! Kate is so funny!..we had a "water party" because we are mormon and mormons don't have tea parties. I wish I would have got a picture but my camera was not in much use while I was there because I think everyone gets annoyed w/me when I have a camera..so to save myself from being yelled at I only got a few pics.
The other half was the following weekend I went to Idaho w/my friend Ali we went horse back riding, 4 wheeling, hiking, and to Lava Hot springs! we had so much fun thanks to Craig and Grams.

New Direction!!

Ok I changed my direction! here it is folks...LDS Business College! I'm so excited, I feel so good about this decision! I'm going to go there to get a business degree and then I am going to open up my own wedding business! It feels so good to know what i'm going to do. I feel really good about having teachers that are of the same faith as me. And because it is a smaller school I will have more focus and one on one attention with the teachers. Now the cost has not brought me as much excitement as the idea of the school but I'm saving and hopefully rain will turn into money...nice thought isn't it.

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Babies have been on my mind soooooooooo much lately! I even had a dream I was pregnant..I know crazy! I am way to young and not ready for a baby but oh my I can't wait till the day I get to hold my own baby! I really love babies and their sweet spirts. It is so amazing the whole way babies are created and the process of pregnance..long rough road, although anything worth while takes time and is hard work. I remember holding my nephews when they were babies and even my cousin's little babies, they just are so sweet I can't help but get excited for when I can hold my own baby and feel an overwhelming love.

Where to go from here.....

I have been so stoked about graduating in 3 months! I really am done with High School, you can ask Patty....she knows. I am just so excited to move on with my life and get out of the whole High School scene. Although now that I am almost "free" I'm thinking WOW what do I want to do with my life...so many doors are open.

I really love my job now being a wedding consultant, of course I will not stay with the same company my whole life. I could even start my own business alhtough who knows with the economy how well I could do that.
Another thing I could see myself doing is being a teacher, I love kids and I love teaching. When I was little I would always pretend I was a teacher, but not any teacher...I was a resource teacher ha ha, I loved pretending to help kids who struggled. It's weird to look back on that on all the things I would play prentend with I choose to always do that...hmmm.
I also love health stuff and learning how to take care of our bodies and staying fit even though I have plenty of weakness with chocolate but I would love to be a personal trainer.
So not only do I need to decide what I would like to do I need to decide what school I would like to go to. It's hard...I think I will end up starting out at SLCC getting my generals and then go to Utah State, that is if I can bear the COLD! brrrr I'm a baby when it comes to cold. So UVU might be a good choice for me although I heard it's also know as UVH (Utah Valley High School) that would be the last thing I would like to relive.

I get overwhelmed with thinking about all this especially with finances. Right now I'm just going to have to do my best and do my part as good as I can and leave it to the Lord because he knows whats best for me and where I would fit best. In the end things will be done his way not mine..so we will see where I end up.